Hey,
I was really really busy and than I got to move to the commons and than I got settled and went to turn on my computer and it wouldnt turn on, I was really sad, luckily Hayley let me use her laptop but I was not a fan of her forgien keyboard it kinda messed up my typiong and I hate going back to spell check blogs, its my least fave thing about this stuff.I will have an other vlog coming soon I did start one but than my batteries cut out and I didn't bother continuein and I didn't want to start over.

My new place is kinda on the dirty side well dirty I mean dirty looking like stuff isn't that clean. It is great to be in the commons because all the awesome people are here,.. well most of them anyway. I did get to hang out with Steffie and Angelica a bit on friday which was pretty cool we didnt not get to see sex and the city though which was kinda sad. We did go to magic kingdom we went on the pirates ride as well as laugh floor which i had not done yet, I was kinda nervous that they were going to shine the light on me, but it was fun.. than I got back here in pretty good time and I made it for the huge throw out where I got tons of mosquito bites and I'm stil itchy... BUT on the happy side I got a tv yay!!!!!! so I got a tv and I'm currently watching the disney channel sooo happy about that.

Aside from that I stil do feel kinda lonely like I'm barely asked to go out anywhere with anyone unless I hear peopel are going out and I ask... I guess I'm hopin all this will change when Ty and Casey come here as well as Matt who is coming here really soon, I'm quite excited, what I'm not excited for is the fact that they gave me two days off than a day of work than another two days off... what do I need that for so in the next week I'll probably be working like 10 days before I get my next break, I'm not excited about that and tommorow (tues) I'm workin basically 12 hrs from 12:30pm to 12:30 am NOT looking forward to that.

Tonight is the canadian girls drinking team so I hope I can make it and actually find the place unlike last week when I couldnt find anyone..I was kinda upset about that. Other than that I'm not sure what else to say

Any questions can be answered if asked
your palio
Krystal

Hey,
So yesterday was my first day of work. I got up got ready took an early bus got there went to get my hair cut which was awesome only 14$ (in my hometown i'd pay 20$). Than I go to my locker to get stuff so I can get changed I grab my clothes than go into the change room. Well I saw the guys one and the one to the left of it the door was open so I just walked in not looking at the door. TURNS OUT that that room was the guys changeroom and the room next door was the guys bathroom so I was in there not knowing that it was the guys change room and it was early so no one was in there.. so I'm gettin dressed than I'm ready to leave (there are mirrors all over the walls so you can see around the corner) and I see guys there and I'm like umm isn't this the girls change room (to myself) than I start to walk out I see another guy (this is pg rated I didn't see anyone naked) and I'm like oh man what do I do.. so right ahead of me I saw a door so I ran for it that was the bathroom part ran out of the bathroom and into the main area and I was like ohhhhhhhh crap.. so I dont know where the girls change room is to change out I used the bathrooms to change out of costume.

 So my trainer finaly finds me apparently I was suppose to be there at 9 (but they said 10 on my schdule) so they changed the ttime and didn't tell me so I wasn't in trouble but I was at cast services at 9 just not ready to go. So than we walk out she shows me around a little than we get in count money to get ready for the day. Than we go to a meeting where I got to go and introduce myself and say hi to the other people there early in the morning. The meeting was just with Canada, UK and France accroding to Clyde the BEST part of showcase. 

So I didn't have my boots yet.. because no one told me what exactly to get so I wore my running shoes thinkin that would be cool apparently they weren't happy that a the laces didn't match (I do that to bug people) and b they were kinda pink but they really shouldn't complain because I didn't have a proper discription of what I needed.

Anyway I did some paperwork and set up my cashier number etc my trainer went thru many different rules and stuff to do in different situations and I talked to some guest I felt kinda insecure about where everything was so I didn't want to tell anyone...I did know some stuff but not know everything. I watched her do some transactions and I learned all about the promotions and stuff it wasn't crazy eventful and we went for lunch and went to the cart

omg at lunch I had peanut butter pie I soo love that about the states mmmmmm peanut butter in pie.

working out at the cart was fun, it was kinda funny because this old guy came up to me and was kinda in my face and was like I used to live in Oakville and he had popcorn on his face so it was kinda hard not to laugh.. although it was cool that he was from oakville, he also said he lived close to Sheridan which was also awesome.

The last bit was we got to do a tour and I got to see the new version of oh canada it was super awesome, I loved it!!!!!!!!!! Martin Short was quite funny!

So not long after I was done I caught the bus back to cast services got my check and took the bus to the commons. From there I walked to an outlet mall it was kinda weird I was there and I waslike am I inside or am I outside... so anyway I got a pair of boots for around 70$ (also got some polish so I can keep em lookin nice) My cell wasn't workin so I was really annoyed and lookin for a cell phone place but there was  none!!! I was pretty mad about that. I went to starbucks and saw the new stuff a nd I got something for my mom for her birthday.. dont want to write it here incase she reads this...probably not though because shes really busy. so I made it hope (after gettin lost in the mall) around 7:30ish maybe 8 I dont know... Hayley was getting ready to go out to Pleasure Island which was cool. I just went on the computer than took a shower.. I waas waitin to hear from Chris...TURNS OUT that he was just bout as tierd as me so he went right to bed and once I heard that from him I went to bed too...

so now I'm up and startin work today at 2:45 which is an odd time in my opinion but whatever I'm not done till 10:45 so it may be a bit of a long day, it doesn't look like I have a day off for at leasst 7 days (they are pretty short on people)
I'm really excited to finish training and be able to do stuff by myself (although it may be easier  to screw up that way) but at least I will get A LOT more interaction with the guests.
In merchintainment they said as merch people we get the most exposer to the guests... only thing I was wondering is do we need protection?

anyway this is long enough 
I'll look forward to your comments
your palio
a7adragon

Hey,
Soooo I got up at 3:30am to finish cleanin ran around didn't get everything done :( than me and my dad headed for the Bufalo airport... we got to the boarder around 5ish only took us between 15-20 mins to get thru it was crazy fast, magical is what I was saying... 

than it was a bit further to the airport to the airport probably about 20mins from the boarder ish or so. Than me and my dad went in got some breakfast and I went thru luggage it was ok... they wouldn't let me bring my body wash on my carry on so my dad took it... odd thing was my dad was kinda crying I thought it was kinda weird.... I got thru to where my gate is and I see two or three people wearing the same mickey sweatshirt as me, I thought we must be in a secret club. anyway soooo I get there wait for the plane we actually got to choose our own seats but be boarded as we got there so sadly I was near the end... I didn't think I arrived that late.. LAME. Anyway the flight was good I have some water and a monster and took a nap.  landing was kinda creepy because we were llowered so close to water I waas like :S dont crash!

we landed I picked up my luggage and than went to the bus guy that was more like a van.It was crazy soo than I finally get to where I'm suppose to be with a little bit of confustion and they make a presentation to me JUST ME because I arrive there around 10:30ish or so.. it was kinda funny I wanted to laugh.. I also was wearing my I'm really excited to be here shirt and they loved it so much they took a pic of me yay! so than I watched a short movie and got another package and talked to everyone one on one because I was the only new arrival at the time it was really awesome I felt special. Than I got to go "shopping" where they give me a bag and I can put whatever I want in it thats on he table.. I felt kinda hoggy takein a lot or stuffin the bag but it was all good with them... THAN I actually got 2 escorts to my room got up there LUCKILY someone who won't be named (he told me not to tell anyone) carried my heaviest bag up the stairs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  We get up there and my key doesn't work... so than he runs back and gets another key and I'm in yay!

I spend a good amount of time talkin online and unpackin and I'm like welll I must go to walmart to get some stuff.. well I discover that after waitin for the bus for an hour that the buses don't go to walmart till after 3 grrrr so than i get a phone card and go back to my room but than when i walk up the stairs and put the key in the door the it wont unlockgah... i had the wrong apartment. Finally I found my place and call my mom and dad... they were happy to hear from me

So than I FINALLY get on the bus to go to walmart I buy too much food and made it sooo hard to get back.. I g ot a cell but its REALLY CRAPPY I'm really upset at how bad it is with texting so I'm going to look at maybe trading I dont knoww I'll have to go into the store and I dont know where that is :S But hopefully I can work it out because that phone is AWFUL! I do have a number but also it doesn't ring and goes straight to voicemail... gah...anyway I will see what I can do.. maybe friday.. I hope to meet someone who drives I really really really really hope so... so than I leave walmart with too much stuff and its soo heavy so I take a taxi back figuring it would take my right to my door.. well turns out they don't let taxi's in. I was very lucky that the security guy used his cart to bring my stuff to me I'm never shoppin that much again..

So I get back chill I have the worst time with my cell openin the package I cut myself than I can't open the back to put in the battery.. so than I call customer service and I'm all like I CAN'T OPEN MY PHONE! and the guy is all like welll i dont know what it looks like blah blah balh and he didn't even really try it was so lame! I wanted to quit and  return it but this was the best deal for me so than with the help of Hannah I finally open the phone and put the battery in and activate it so I have a cell but the phone itself SUCKS I can't explain how much it sucks! umm so what else... hmmm than I'm chillin on the comp readin all the comments Timitu left like 56 comments on my pics on facebook its insane... so than I'm chillin and the phone rings (the apartmentone) and they say the new arrival is outside my door and her key doesn't work... its HAYLEY!!! A girl from the UK  that I have been talking to online before she came... I was way excited!!!!!!! We hugged and she unpacked and I sorta tidyed up... Than my other roomate that I've met came home her name is Gail and shes from France its soo cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So than I remember I should try and call Derek because he left me messages on facebook and he invited me to go watch a movie at his place... well I didn't want to leave hayley so she came too..  I hope it wasn't awkward she met a lot of people from the uk too Derek seemed to know like everyone and hes pretty funny. So we get to his house meet a bunch of people and than we FINALLY decided on a movie we watched Whatever It Takes... I'd seen it before and since I was up since 3:30 and it was cold I was fallen asleep on the floor and bearly noticing it.. the room was dark too so it made it even easier but once the movie was over (Derek lives in the commons and we have to be outta there by 1) it  was 12:30 so we left and went back to our place and now I'm writing this blog.. I'm way tierd and I'm sorry for if something doesn't make sense but I'll clairfy stuff tommorow
your dear friend 
A7adragon

Hey Everyone,
WOW! My birthday was amazing I had such a great time and just about everyone made that happen and I'd like to thank you.

I know driving around a lot on my birthday was a bit stressful but in the end it was just really fun and I don't remember bein frusterated... maybe it was all the alcohol LOL! Ummm it was amazing seeing a girl that was from elementry school again! Awesome to sit and talk to her and her friends super cool ummm what else...Kristen was such an amazing part of my birthday she made an awesome healthy choice cake and it was amazingly delicious! Not only that but she was with me all day driving around she made the driving part a lot more fun it was super cool. LOL and we laughed at this guy throwing papers out of his van.. it was funny got it posted on facebook LOL ... we are kinda crazy.

It was really awesome everyone that made it out I wasn't sure who was going to make it because not many people replied to the event to say they were coming. I'd like to thanks Kristen, Lizz, Marie, Tom, Tony, Lauren, Stacey, Sarah and Stephanie. Lauren was so awesome at sing star lol because she acted out the song. Not only her but Tony and Stacey were super awesome too

So the next morning I got to drive people home, it was kinda crazy sorry guys about rushing you out... after droppin off everyone I drove out to London to visit Timitu I got to meet up with her friends andwe went out to dinner at Jack Astors mmmm so yummy and than we went to the mall. We went to the salt lounge that we tried to go to last year for my birthday, we heard the Cancer Bats it was ok kinda angry had some awesome drinks though and took some cool pics.

One of Timitu's let me crash at her place thanks for that it was super awesome. It was way awesome hanging out with everyone in London and I was so glad to see you again before I have to leave.

Anyway I think I'm good with the details of stuff, it was super awesome seeing everyone an having everyone come out to see me. Just as a reminder there will be a going away party for me this sat!

5 more days till I leave for Disney World its gonna be crazy! I still have a lot of stuff to do :S I hope I don't explode!


Your palio
Krystal
p.s so now I guess I'm 21

Hey,
Sooo I have more father problems, I know they will all come to an end when I move to Disney but I have so many important things I want to do before I leave and hes going to screw them up. If you do not know by now my dad has a problem with my weight and he was to control it hardcore. So all his negativity is his way to encourage me and it doesn't encourage me so sometimes I eat stuff thats bad for me or stuff he'd consider bad for me.

He found "junk food" wrappers in a place I was hidin them most of the garbage he found was from subway wow how bad is that?! There was a bit of stuff from a bakery but not too much else. It is my fault for leavin te garbage there but nothing excuses how he treats me, he calls me names and makes me feel horrible about myself.

So anyway he yells at me and swears and says hes not taking me to buffalo to catch my flight that he told me to take, he said he would drive me there and he told me to take the 7:25am flight. It is ridiculas, on top of that its my 21st birthday on friday and he said I can't have a party well at least at his house and I can't have to car to visit Timitu when I wont be able to see her untill dec.

She was really looking forward to seeing me one last time before I left and celebrating etc, I haven't seen her since I was accepted. I am so mad for him makin me feel horrible and I have no idea how to change his mind I can not let him take these chances of celebration away from me, he ruined by 18th birthday by gettin all mad at me although I think I still had a party but the day itself was no fun.

Anyway I don't know what to do and I am so upset and worried and mad I just don't know how to convince him I already tried but I only spent like 15mins on it.

Please help
your friend
A7adragon

Here they are I dont know if I can make it to 50 BUT we shall see

1.THE SNOW
2. Being alone all the time
3. Looking for a job
4. Being cold
5. Dad's Car with the constant beeping and no cup holder (bit too much spillin)
6. Living with my parents (maybe I'll miss it eventually)
7.  Constant Critsism
8. being in the same place all the time
9. A life of uncertinity
10. I won't miss Milton that much but I'm sure it will change while I'm gone
11. Being forced into a corner to loose weight and yelled at when it wasn't good enough
12. Being scratched and hurt by kitten (although I will miss Kitten herself)
13. Kitten's annoying constant meows and climbin the curtains
14. Being ditched or forgotten about
15. Ketchup or Dill Pickle chips (they are canadian)
16. Lake Ontario with the dead fish beach :S ewww!!!
17. People I hate
18. Not having any money
19. Being told what to do when (although it may still happen LOL)
20. The sad Krystal
21. Being bored
22. My Visa bill (although its never a big deal)
23. Some of the uncool games my brother likes to play that I don't
24. Wishing I had more TV channels so I had more to watch LOL
25. The post office guy knockin at my door so I can pay or sign for a package that my dad ordered of ebay

Now the things I will miss

1.MY DEAR FRIENDS!!! you know who you are *shakes fist*
2. Randomly going to concerts
3. Toronto
4. Randomly going to theatre shows especially ones that my friends have invited me to ie Steve and Ben
5. Driving
6. KITTEN!!!
7.  My Family
8. Being on msn (I wont be on as much but I will keep you all informed)
9. Drawing whenever I want
10. Seeing Evil Dead The Musical  AGAIN!
11. All the parties my friends will plan when I'm gone
12. I'll miss may 2 4
13. Canada Day
14. My Wii
15. DDR although I'm sure I ca n play that down there
16. Scrapbooking
17. Free Starbucks from my Mom
18. I will miss getting mail
19. I will also miss my drive test :S
20.  I will miss my DVDs because I can't bring them all with me
21. DEGRASSI!!! :( I can't watch it online down there
22.  People getting my inside jokes I'll hafta make new ones :(
23.  I'm takin it to individuals NOWKristen you rock with all the food suggestions
24. Lizz and all your cute sayings and your dear friend Chuck
25. Andrew and your weird taste in movies and music
26. Nykki and your amazingly supportiveness of helpin me on my way to disney
27. Mike and his tallness!
28. Nykki's awesome crazy friends Robin, Victoria, Sarah
29. RED LOBSTER!
30. My own room
31. Downloadin stuff fast
32. Big Bed
33. Tom and Ali and my burlington peeps
34. The guy I started to crush on
35. I will miss Sweet Stuff (my mom's cat)
36. Kasia and her awesomeness and our matching shirts LOL
37. SUBWAY BREAKFAST SUBS (i'm told they aren't as popular so they have frozen egg patties *tear*)
38. WAFFLES!!! I'm thinkin I may bring my waffle maker
39. the steam show
40. I will miss some good theatre shows coming this summer ie the Fringe and summworks
41. Turkey dinners at Grandma's house
42. I will miss talking to my friends A LOT!
43. I will miss a part of freedom I'm sure
44. Watching the price is right
45. Going to the movies with my dad or anyone
46. Wendy's
47. Our coloured money
48. I'll miss Andrew's first day of school LOL
49. NOT WALKING everywhere
50. Saying I'm going to London ....ONTARIO psych!

lol I'm sure there is more I'll miss and will become more obvious as I get there or it gets closer to my moving date!

Dear Everyone,

Something has finally gone right! I am out of here and out from my dad, working at Walt Disney World!!!! I am going to work in Merchindise and I'm way excited. I start May 6th about 25 days from now INSANE MY FRIENDS!!!!

Sadly I'm not scheduled to work there longer than March 6th because I am filling someone elses shoes but I can possibly work with my manager (depending on how good I am)and stay the full year because I'd LOVE to be there for my birthday. IRONICALLY I turn 21 10 days before I leave wooohoo now I can take advantage of that yay!

Downfalls, I'm going to miss some awesome birthdays and awesome events such as the FringeFestival (which I hope there is one in Orlando), concerts theatre shows Imadon (which was soo cool because my  friends's Mom asked if I could be in it this year ) and all the other stuff that will happen while I'm gone.

I am sooooooooo excited to be living in a new place and get away from all the old stuff here! Especially the cold I hope I don't come back in March :S it will be cold than :S I'm soo looking forward to the swimming and all the new and Hot people LOL hmm I'm sure Timitu wishes I would write more but I can't think of what else to say. I actually found out yesterday but I had to wait because I told them maybe because it was so soon so I just finished talking to her and I'm going May 6th 2008 to March 6th 2009 WOOOHOO

Got a lot of stuff to do

Your dear friend
A7adragon

I can not believe my dad. He makes me feel so bad about myself I feel so worn down and worthless. My mom came over today to make some chicken with me and I was really happy to hang out with her. I had a great day with her. My dad comes home and he says I can not use the car to visit my friend at Niagara College because my mom and me made chicken and stuffing today. 

The one thing I have not mentioned is that I am over weight, obviously a lot of people these days are but really I am working on it. So I wanted to loose weight for myself and he makes it his thing and bribes me to loose weight so I can do the stuff I want to do. Well I didn't ask for it and I want the stuff that he gives me so I take it, But because I make chicken with my mom that means, to him that I am not trying and that I will eat all this chicken and I will get fatter. SERIOUSLY it is so lame, he says he knows what’s best but he doesn't, he obviously knows almost nothing about it. So he thinks I am not trying and becomes the biggest asshole ever! I am honestly trying and he does not care he just stands there making me feel bad about myself. How is that going to give me and self confidence or the power to want to continue to loose weight it just makes me depressed. 

I really hate him so much he even thinks me applying to work at Disney is a waste of time and that I am not going to make it because I am "an overweight person" I hate his lack of faith in me, I hate his lack of confidence in me, I hate that I have no one who calls me up to hang out with me, I hate that my dad makes me feel like crap and worn down and no good. There really isn't anything that I like about him except that he gives me stuff, I wish I could be more self dependent and not have to care if he gives me stuff or not but really that is why I want to get into Disney so bad! I want to go there to be more independent, I want to make new friends I want to become more healthy. I know working a Disney would be good for me I just know it and I really want to do it, its just a matter of being accepted. 

But at the moment I am at the will of my dad for the most part but honestly one day I really want to make him pay, he really should know how bad he makes me feel. Now I know what you are thinking... ya why don't you tell your dad how you feel. One night on the drive home I think from picking him up at work I told him how he makes me feel I told him he makes me feel sad. Know what happened HE GOT MAD AT ME for telling him how I feel. Like I don’t have a right to feel that way after the crap he says to me. I really just feel alone in the universe right now it really isn't a happy feeling. There really isn't much else I can do I suppose but all I can say is one day he will pay for treating me like this. 

If anyone has anything nice to say I would really like to hear it, I know it’s a matter of putting what he says behind me and moving on but really it just keeps happening, and if I don’t get the job at Disney I will be really upset but I will than try and move out. I would not want to move out now and than go to Disney and get stuck moving AGAIN it really isn't logical. But thanks a lot for listening.

Sincerly A7adragon